:))

I really love this song and I don't know why :)

Sherina – Cinta Pertama Dan Terakhir

sebelumnya tak ada yang mampu
mengajakku untuk bertahan
di kala sedih
sebelumnya ku ikat hatiku
hanya untuk aku seorang
sekarang kau di sini hilang rasanya
semua bimbang tangis kesepian

kau buat aku bertanya
kau buat aku mencari
tentang rasa ini
aku tak mengerti
akankah sama jadinya
bila bukan kamu
lalu senyummu menyadarkanku
kau cinta pertama dan terakhirku

sebelumnya tak mudah bagiku
tertawa sendiri di kehidupan
yang kelam ini

sebelumnya rasanya tak perlu
membagi kisahku saat ada yang mengerti
sekarang kau di sini hilang rasanya
semua bimbang tangis kesepian

bila suatu saat kau harus pergi
jangan paksa aku tuk cari yang lebih baik
karena senyummu menyadarkanku
kaulah cinta pertama dan terakhirku

and I'm tired

Capek sebenernya terus-terusan di curigain gini sama dia, Kalo dari awal dia sayang dan percaya sama gue, kenapa sih harus ada curiga-curigaan? Somehow, ada orang yg bilang kalo dia possesif gitu artinya dia sayang banget sama lo. wth banget! Mungkin gara-gara baru sekali ini nya lagi deh gue dapet cowk possesif kayak gini setelah gue sekian lama pacaran sama orang yg CUKUP cuek. My friend (you can call him Bil) said, "yaa tunggu aja ca kalo emang terlalu posesif lo bilang aja begini, kamu tau pasir? kalo pasir itu kamu genggam terlalu kuat, pasir itu bakal lepas dari lobang yang kecil. sedangkan kalo kamu genggamnya ga terlalu kuat dia bakal diem ditangan kamu" What a beautiful words kan? Thank's to bil. Yaudah mungkin itu dulu, tp gue sayang sama dia kok, yg gue pengen cuma dia ngertiin kondisi gue yg kayak gini. Thank's bloggie :3

♡23 :)

For a long time is held in my heart during ne years
I just can smile if you gone with your boyfriend and I just can ask to my self, can I get you?
On TWENTY THREE AUGUST I got the answer, apparentlt you want to be my sweetheart
I know I'm not perfect to you, but I will try to be a good men for you
Everyday I'm always think about you
Everynight you're always in my dream
You like a beautiful red rose in my heart
I know you'r gonna be my perfect girl
I really love you more than I can say

Happy Anniversary sayaaaang muah muah

Thank you for loving me and wait fo me for a long time, I just want to try to be a good girl for you honey and I do love you :)

Sorry

I don't know how it makes me wanna cry everytime. I realize that I make a mistake to you but please forgive me :'(. I miss you badly, and it makes me hurt. I can't hear your voice even that by phone, I can't see your smile even that bye our photos. I miss you and really really miss you. If I could recieve one wish and just one wish, I would turn back the time when we're together :'(. I still love you

Done, Over, Finish, THE END......

Bye Erlangga, I'm really gonna miss you so much. Keep in contact and take care of you :')

Kenapa?

Kenapa? Ya gue juga gak tau kenapa yang pasti gue bosen banget, tau kenapa? Yah kenapa ya? gue juga gak tau kenapa gue bosen banget hari ini. Yang pasti gue bosen! Gak ada kerjaan, tapi paginya gue ke Bunderan HI looooooh! Kenapa? Ntar dulu. Ada apa? Sabarrrr.
Yaaaaak, gue ikut sama si Bena teman gue yang super yahut konyolnya (maaf ben huahaha) dalam acara IndonesiaUnite. Gak tau artinya? Kenapa namanya kayak gitu? Yah gue juga gak tau boi, keep it in your mind and tell me when all of you know the meaning of that OKE gak?
Jadi gue di Bunderan HI itu bagi-bagiin bendera gratis gitu deh dalam rangka akan 17 Agustusan.. Yah jalan lah dari rumah gue menuju sebrang untuk naik metro mini kesetiaan gue yaitu 52, nah berentilah gue di Kampung Melayu buat naik busway ke HI (kepanjangan ya kalo gue ceritain rute buswaynya). VOILAAAA, sampelah gue tiba-tiba di Bunderan HI, nah di sana gue ketemu Bena sang pencetus! Yaudah deh gue sok asik aja sama dia karena gue gak kenal siapapun di sana (fyi gue ke sana sama Nidia sepupu gue, lupa gue jelasin di atas hehe). Ternyata yang ikut acara begituan anak-anak blogger semua loooooh, gaul zz kannn -_-. Bendera 876 itu berhasil kita bagikan ke orang yg lewat HI dengan waktu kurang lebih 1 jam setengah! Cepet banget kan? Gue juga gak nyangka bakal secepet itu loh, gur kira bakal lama bagiinnya. Yaudah deh karena tugas utama selesai, tinggal tugas kedua, yaitu MINUM! Panas abis meeeeeennnn lo harus tau. Dalam waktu 1 jam setengah gue berhasil agak HITAM! Siaaaaal... Gpplah sekali-kali buat Indonesiaku tercinta hihi. Tugas ketiga yaitu membacakan Amanat IndonesiaUnite yang di bacakan dengan penuh semangat oleh kami semua. Kan ada2 versi ya, yang 1 bahasa Indonesia yang 1 lagi pake bahasa Inggris. bahasa Indonesianya lancar, eh yang bahasa Inggrisnya acak kadul. Yah itu mungkin menunjukkan kalau kita cinta Indonesia! Setelah itu selesai, kita foto-foto dulu bareng anak-anak Rumah Blogger yang lainnyaaaaa. Selesai lalu pulang! Ntar ya gue upload foto-foto sama video nya!

Ceers, Caca

aaa kangen ih

Angga baru 2 hari loh meninggalkan kota gue tercinta ini, JAKARTA. Dia sudah tenang di sana, haha bohong deeehhhh... padahal dia ngomong mulu kangen kangen. Apalagi sama lengan gue ini haha, gak ada yg bisa di ciumin ya yang? hahaha. aduh kangen mulu deh sama si doi! gak tau kenapa, banyak banget yang bikin kangen, ini nih list nya:

1. parfumnya, kenapa parfumnya? yah karena itu parfum di pake sama dia haha, wangiiii banget, khas deh pokoknya, nama parfumnya apa ya? lupa.... hehe

2. kangen dia nyiumin lengan gue, ini nih yang lucu banget buat gue, dia suka banget yg namanya nyiumin lengan gue, gue gak tau ada apa dengan lengan gue haha mungkin lengan gue satu dari sekian lengan-lengan wanita lain hahaha apa tau

3. ngomong "bete", Angga tuh kalo ngomomng bete lucu deh, kita kan kalo ngomong bete tuh ada embel-embel "k" nya di belakang, (baca:betek) kalo angga tuh gak adaaaa, ngelosssss gitu aja, jadinya gini kira2 bunyi nya, "beteeee" hehe

4. megangin kepalanya yg "semi botak", kepalanya Angga tuh di bilang botak nggak, panjang juga nggak sih, jadi ya "semi botak" hahaha jadi enak megangnya ada rambut-rambutnya gitu hehe

Sebenernya tuh banyak yang ngangenin dari si beliau Angga hehe. Pokoknya kangen semuanyaaaa, pengen ketemu cepet-cepet ya walaupun gak mungkin secepet yang gue bayangin. Gpp kok, I'll be waiting for you Sayang :)

Thank you so much baby :')

This song make me wanna cry again and again, Angga give this song to me and thank you so much baby, I LOVE YOU :')

SAVAGE GARDEN - I KNEW I LOVED YOU

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
(add the whos here)

A thousand angels dance around you
(and the whos here)
I am complete now that I've found you
(and the whos here)

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
(and the whos here)

I'm gonna miss you badly babyyyy :'(

This is the last day Angga in Jakarta. Tommorow he will back to his home in SURABAYA..... Ya ampuuuun pengen banget nangis rasanya! cuma ketemu seminggu sama dia, tapi seminggu penuh itu sama dia terussss. Dari awalnya ketemu malu-malu sampe dia tadi nyubit-nyubitin gue sampe gue ngomong, "sakit tauuuu!", dia cuma bisa jawab,"kapan lagi kan bisa nyubitin kamu....". ya ampun, Anggaaaaa i really really really gonna miss you babyyyy :'(! Kita juga tadi photo box sebelum pulang (nanti di upload ya), dia ngotot banget pengen photo box, "ayo dong yaang kita photo box, gak pake nanti, harus sekarang", kita juga beli gelang yang samaan. Tadi gue di taksi sama dia bener-bener pengen nangis, dia juga ngomong, "aku bakal kangen banget yang sama kamu". Sebelum turun dia meluk gue trus nyium. That's the last kiss from him and I think I must wait for 1 year untill he back to Jakarta. Sedih banget, berat banget juga buat ngelepasin dia. Lama banget harus nunggu setahun ya Allaaaaaaaaah :'''''(. Setelah dia di hotel, gue langsung sms dia, ada kata2 dia yang bener2 bikin gue mau nangisssss, ini isi smsnya,

Gue : "yang huhuhu :'(
Angga : "gak ketemu lagi deh yang..."
Gue : "huhu mau nangis deh aku :'("
Angga : "aku juga yang. berat deh pisah sama kamu."
Gue : "ya ampuuun, pengen meluk kamu yang. mau nangis :'(. I'm gonna missyou badly baby huhuhu :'(
Angga : "I'm gonna miss you too baby..."
Gue : "kamu jaga hati ya yang di sana. aku gak mau pokoknya ampe ada kabar aneh2. aku sayaaaang bgt bgtan sama kamu."
Angga : "kabar apa si? paling bercanda2 doang kayak kemarin gitu. aku juga sayang banget sama kamu. kali ini aku gak tanggung2 yang."
Gue : "maksutnya gak tanggung2 apa? aduh yaaang aku bener2 sayang bgt sama kamu. inget yaaa? :'("
Angga : "ya aku gak main2 yang sama kamu."


Thank you so much ya babyyyy, I really really love you. Cepet pulang ya ngga, biar kita jalan-jalan lagi..... :'''''''(

What a wonderfull day

WELCOME HOME ANGGAAAAAAAAAA :), This is one of the biggest things that I wanted, met angga after so many moooonnnttthhhh :). We have planned, various plan sorts that will be carried out by us together during Angga in Jakarta, and that is currently realised. I'm so happy!!

On Tuesday and on Wednesday, we went to Plaza Senayan, together of course (we want spend our time together, yang lain gak boleh ikut2 hehe). On Tuesday we only roads in Plaza Senayan, to Haagen Dasz and Starbucks, but that made me felt really happyyyyyyyyyy. and finally we go to home. Oh iyaaa, ada satu kebiasaan Angga that I knew after he met me, he really liked to kiss my arms -,-". Aneh banget kan? haha.. tapi kayaknya hal itu yang bakal bikin akubakal kangen banget sama kamu ya yang :'(

On Wednesday, we went to Plaza Senayan again. (bosseeennn emang! tapi gpp kalo jalannya sama Angga hihihi) but this time we were planned to watch film. Sebenernya we wanted to watch Startrek, tapi adanya yang jam sore. finally we watched Transformers 2. This film was really cooool! you must watch it! After we finished watch that film, kami ke Starbucks lagi (maaf ya kalau campur-campur gini bahasanya, lagi agak males ngetik bahasa inggris hihihi). Kita juga foto2 di sana, tapi adanya di laptop Angga, he promised want to send those photos to my email, ini dia fotonya


SENEENNNGGG BANGET! tapi hari Minggu dia harus ke Surabaya, to his home. His family want to met him too, but I wanna stay here with Angga for a long timeeeee :''''''(. Cepet pulang ya sayang biar kita jalan-jalan lagi, I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH BABBBYYYYY! muah muah :)

That's why I called it LOVE

I'm so glad I found you, finally. When you tell me that you love me and wait for me for a long time just for say it, and I feel like I want to cry when you sing a song for me even you sing that by phone,
Sandy - Be My Lady

Since i’ve known you babe
You were a light for me
But there’s no yours sincerely
Build me a world to believe

But still there’s a doubt
in you for loving me
Though deep down inside
You see what’s in me

Be my lady be the one
and great things will come to our heart
you’re my lady you’re my one
give me chance to show you love

Three words for you I love you. There's only one way to say. Those three words and that's what I'll do, He's more than a man and this is more than love, that's why I called it love,
I Love You



ERLANGGA IBRAHIM

Adera - Lebih Indah :)

saat ku tenggelam dalam sendu
waktu pun enggan untuk berlalu
ku berjanji tuk menutup pintu hatiku
entah untuk siapa pun itu
semakin ku lihat masa lalu
semakin hatiku tak menentu
tetapi satu sinar terangi jiwa ku
saat ku melihat senyum mu

dan kau hadir, merubah segalanya
menjadi lebih indah
kau bawa cinta ku setinggi angkasa
membuat ku merasa sempurna
dan membuat ku untuk menjalani hidup
berdua dengan mu selama-lamanya
kaulah yang terbaik untuk ku

kini ku ingin hentikan waktu
biar kau berada di dekat ku
bunga cinta bermekaran dalam jiwaku
dan ku petik satu untukmu

dan kau hadir, merubah segalanya
menjadi lebih indah
kau bawa cinta ku setinggi angkasa
membuat ku merasa sempurna

dan membuat ku untuk menjalani hidup

berdua dengan mu selama-lamanya

kaulah yang terbaik untuk ku

ku percayakan seluruh hatiku padamu
kasihku... satu janjiku, kau lah yang terakhir bagiku...

dan kau hadir, merubah segalanya
menjadi lebih indah
kau bawa cinta ku setinggi angkasa
membuat ku merasa sempurna
dan membuat ku untuk menjalani hidup
berdua dengan mu selama-lamanya
kaulah yang terbaik untuk ku
kaulah yang terbaik untuk ku

That's what friends are for

A friend should be Radical

They should love you when you when you're UNLOVEABLE
Hug you when you're UNHUGGABLE
And bear you when you're UNBAREABLE

A friend should be Fanatical
They should cheer when the whole world boos
Dance when you get good news
And cry when you cry too

But most off all, A friend should be Mathematical
They should multiply your joy
Divide your sorrow
Subtract the past
And add to tomorrow
Calculate the need deep in your heart
And always be bigger than the sun of all your parts

Thank's for BOLANGS, LARAS, NDIT, TATA, KEBAV, NIDIA, NABILLA PUTRI

It's HURT

ada 2 kata yang sekarang lagi mewakili banget perasaan gue, NYESEL & PUTUS! yeaaap! ternyata usaha gue selama 2 minggu buat sabar sama dia gak ada gunanya, it's really SUCKS! gue fikir selama 2 minggu perjuangan gue buat sabar sama dia ada guna nya, TERNYATA? tanda tanya besar kenapa dia kayak gitu., err it's really make me want to say all of dirty word to him! but I must be realistic, understand and appreciate his decision. to FADLI, thank's for all a lots of thing we've made for a month, I hope you will find another girl and she better than me about everything. THANK'S........

Something Serious

Well yesterday, I told him about my feeling. I was afraid... it's quite difficult to tell him how much I love him and why I got so hard to leave him. I know I was stupid. isn't? but yeah, We've been through to lots of things for this month and it's not easy to forget all of those memories

It's like Alicia Keys says in her song "No One",

"People keep talking, they could say what they like, but all I know is everything gonna be alright. No one can get in the way what I'm feeling, No one can get in the way what I feel, No one can get in the way of what I feel for you."

And what I should do now? jus wait and see...

yeap

THERE'RE SO MANY OTHER GOOD BOY OUTHERE! I should be realistic and if he couldn't love me anymore, 2 words for you boys, "WHO CARES!"

this song make me think for a twice....

Realize - Colbie Caillat

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

Missed out on each other now

Appreciate it please

Don't you ever think that I'm tryin to be someone like what you want? What a mistake I've made to you boy? HA?! Appreciate my feeling please.... I'm here and I'm still here waiting for you until "you in the past" back to me. but what? You didn't appreciate it? Didn't you ha?! Some people said, "He doesn't care about you anymore ca, just leave him!". I don't want to leave you. If you want to know, I believe someday you'll back to me and appreciate my feeling, even all of my friends and my best friends said that you don't care about me anymore. I trust to you and I will always be here just for you and I'll be wait.......

Bo ring ring ring..

Boseeeeen, liburan gak tau mau kemana, no money juga sih sebenernya (hihi), kemana dan dimana ya tempat asik, cozy dan gak ngeluarin duit banyak? kemana? kemana? kemana? -___-''

You Give Me Something

If you wanna stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean,
I never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone else's dream.

'You give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart,
But it might be a second too late,
And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

Love, Love, Love

hello, dear bloggie...
maaf ya udah jarang banget nge-post, banyak masalah bikin gak mood buat ngetik deh. Love? it's the most popular problem in teenagers. why? gue sendiri juga gak tau kenapa, dan sekarang kata-kata itu yang bikin gue stressed out! FINAL EXAMINATION? yayaya that's the rizen.. kenapa sih ya jadi berubah gitu? gue maklum kok kalau emang gara-gara UAN dia jadi berubah, tapi ini keterlaluaaaan T_T......

example: cowok itu 10 ke 1, kalau cewek 1 ke10, did you know what the meaning? yah maksutnya cowok itu kalau udah di saat dia pengen banget ngedektin itu cewek, ya feeling mereka lagi menggebu-gebu banget, tapi di saat dia udah dapetin itu cewek, yaudah deh bisa 180 degres berubaaaah... ibaratnya ya itu, dari 10 ke 1.
kalau cewek, kita itu gak bisa yang namanya tiba-tiba bisa sayang atau suka banget sama cowok sekalipun kita emang interest banget. pasti ada step by step nya juga kan, nah kalau cowok kalau udah ngedapetin kan jadi berubah gitu, nah kalau cewek tuh malah bisa maikn sayang atau suka. itulah beda nyaaaa...

This is the same feeling like the example. Fadli Prawira, he is my boyfriend..
tapi gak tau kenapa, akhir2 ini dia berubah, the rizen is, FINAL EXAMINATION. it's like I have boyfriend but he don't care about me anymore.. jadian baru sebulan, tapi dia udah ngeluarin kata2 "jenuh.". do I make a mistake? I don't know. di tanya kenapa, dia jawab gak tau. sekarang ya I must be patient and wait untill the exam finishand then I will ask him what happen to him.
I really miss when Fadli and I laugh together when he tell some joke, nulis kayak gini bikin gue pengen nangis sebenernya, tapi harus sabar kan. the last, Fadli I want you to know that
I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU

My homework from Ninda

I've got homework from Ninda, check this out (norak hahahaha)

The Rules:
The rules are simple. Use google image to search the answers to the questions below.
Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer.
After that tag 7 people.

the age of my next birthday...

my next birthday in 2nd April, don't forget to give ne a gift yeaaaa....

a place I'd like to travel...

I really reallt want to go to Japaaaan! esp Disneyland of Japan

Favorite Place...my bedroom of course

Favorite Food...

Fettuchini yuuuuuuum

Favorite Thing...

my N73, second boyfriend hahahaha

Favorite Color...

Purpleeeeee...

City I was born in...

Jakarta City

a city that I have ever lived in...

Jakarta dooooong

A nickname I had...

CACA, CACO

College Major...

I still wearing uniform

A bad habit...

EMOTIONAL! BEWARE hahaha

A hobby...

sing a song

A wishlist...

canon eos 50d dslr black, mau mau mau!!


MACBOOCK AIR!! gimme!

Finish!!
I tag,
Nidia, Neris, Anggun, Arinsza, Vina, Anastasya, Fadhli

It's over and It's over now

My dearest bloggie I'm sorry I've forgot of you for a times. I want to share about my relationship with ziky. It's over bloggie, and now I think being single is better than you have a boyfriend but He did'nt know what you feel or what you need when you need Him. That's what I feel when I was Ziky girlfriend. Last word to Ziky, take care ya Zik, and thank's for all memories that we've made for our relationship. See you next time.....