That's what friends are for

A friend should be Radical

They should love you when you when you're UNLOVEABLE
Hug you when you're UNHUGGABLE
And bear you when you're UNBAREABLE

A friend should be Fanatical
They should cheer when the whole world boos
Dance when you get good news
And cry when you cry too

But most off all, A friend should be Mathematical
They should multiply your joy
Divide your sorrow
Subtract the past
And add to tomorrow
Calculate the need deep in your heart
And always be bigger than the sun of all your parts

Thank's for BOLANGS, LARAS, NDIT, TATA, KEBAV, NIDIA, NABILLA PUTRI

It's HURT

ada 2 kata yang sekarang lagi mewakili banget perasaan gue, NYESEL & PUTUS! yeaaap! ternyata usaha gue selama 2 minggu buat sabar sama dia gak ada gunanya, it's really SUCKS! gue fikir selama 2 minggu perjuangan gue buat sabar sama dia ada guna nya, TERNYATA? tanda tanya besar kenapa dia kayak gitu., err it's really make me want to say all of dirty word to him! but I must be realistic, understand and appreciate his decision. to FADLI, thank's for all a lots of thing we've made for a month, I hope you will find another girl and she better than me about everything. THANK'S........

Something Serious

Well yesterday, I told him about my feeling. I was afraid... it's quite difficult to tell him how much I love him and why I got so hard to leave him. I know I was stupid. isn't? but yeah, We've been through to lots of things for this month and it's not easy to forget all of those memories

It's like Alicia Keys says in her song "No One",

"People keep talking, they could say what they like, but all I know is everything gonna be alright. No one can get in the way what I'm feeling, No one can get in the way what I feel, No one can get in the way of what I feel for you."

And what I should do now? jus wait and see...

yeap

THERE'RE SO MANY OTHER GOOD BOY OUTHERE! I should be realistic and if he couldn't love me anymore, 2 words for you boys, "WHO CARES!"

this song make me think for a twice....

Realize - Colbie Caillat

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

Missed out on each other now

Appreciate it please

Don't you ever think that I'm tryin to be someone like what you want? What a mistake I've made to you boy? HA?! Appreciate my feeling please.... I'm here and I'm still here waiting for you until "you in the past" back to me. but what? You didn't appreciate it? Didn't you ha?! Some people said, "He doesn't care about you anymore ca, just leave him!". I don't want to leave you. If you want to know, I believe someday you'll back to me and appreciate my feeling, even all of my friends and my best friends said that you don't care about me anymore. I trust to you and I will always be here just for you and I'll be wait.......

Bo ring ring ring..

Boseeeeen, liburan gak tau mau kemana, no money juga sih sebenernya (hihi), kemana dan dimana ya tempat asik, cozy dan gak ngeluarin duit banyak? kemana? kemana? kemana? -___-''

You Give Me Something

If you wanna stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean,
I never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone else's dream.

'You give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart,
But it might be a second too late,
And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

Love, Love, Love

hello, dear bloggie...
maaf ya udah jarang banget nge-post, banyak masalah bikin gak mood buat ngetik deh. Love? it's the most popular problem in teenagers. why? gue sendiri juga gak tau kenapa, dan sekarang kata-kata itu yang bikin gue stressed out! FINAL EXAMINATION? yayaya that's the rizen.. kenapa sih ya jadi berubah gitu? gue maklum kok kalau emang gara-gara UAN dia jadi berubah, tapi ini keterlaluaaaan T_T......

example: cowok itu 10 ke 1, kalau cewek 1 ke10, did you know what the meaning? yah maksutnya cowok itu kalau udah di saat dia pengen banget ngedektin itu cewek, ya feeling mereka lagi menggebu-gebu banget, tapi di saat dia udah dapetin itu cewek, yaudah deh bisa 180 degres berubaaaah... ibaratnya ya itu, dari 10 ke 1.
kalau cewek, kita itu gak bisa yang namanya tiba-tiba bisa sayang atau suka banget sama cowok sekalipun kita emang interest banget. pasti ada step by step nya juga kan, nah kalau cowok kalau udah ngedapetin kan jadi berubah gitu, nah kalau cewek tuh malah bisa maikn sayang atau suka. itulah beda nyaaaa...

This is the same feeling like the example. Fadli Prawira, he is my boyfriend..
tapi gak tau kenapa, akhir2 ini dia berubah, the rizen is, FINAL EXAMINATION. it's like I have boyfriend but he don't care about me anymore.. jadian baru sebulan, tapi dia udah ngeluarin kata2 "jenuh.". do I make a mistake? I don't know. di tanya kenapa, dia jawab gak tau. sekarang ya I must be patient and wait untill the exam finishand then I will ask him what happen to him.
I really miss when Fadli and I laugh together when he tell some joke, nulis kayak gini bikin gue pengen nangis sebenernya, tapi harus sabar kan. the last, Fadli I want you to know that
I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU