Minggu, 25 Januari 2009

My homework from Ninda

I've got homework from Ninda, check this out (norak hahahaha)

The Rules:
The rules are simple. Use google image to search the answers to the questions below.
Then you must choose a picture in the first page of result
s, and post it as your answer.
After that tag 7 people.

the age of my next birthday...


my next birthday in 2nd April, don't forget to give ne a gift yeaaaa....

a place I'd like to travel...

I really reallt want to go to Japaaaan! esp Disneyland of Japan

Favorite Place...my bedroom of course

Favorite Food...


Fettuchini yuuuuuuum

Favorite Thing...

my N73, second boyfriend hahahaha
Favorite Color...
Purpleeeeee...

City I was born in...
Jakarta City

a city that I have ever lived in...
Jakarta dooooong

A nickname I had...

CACA, CACO

College Major...

I still wearing uniform

A bad habit...

EMOTIONAL! BEWARE hahaha

A hobby...
sing a song
A wishlist...

canon eos 50d dslr black, mau mau mau!!


MACBOOCK AIR!! gimme!

Finish!!
I tag,
Nidia, Neris, Anggun, Arinsza, Vina, Anastasya, Fadhli

It's over and It's over now

My dearest bloggie I'm sorry I've forgot of you for a times. I want to share about my relationship with ziky. It's over bloggie, and now I think being single is better than you have a boyfriend but He did'nt know what you feel or what you need when you need Him. That's what I feel when I was Ziky girlfriend. Last word to Ziky, take care ya Zik, and thank's for all memories that we've made for our relationship. See you next time.....

Rabu, 31 Desember 2008

FUCK for 2008 and WELCOME for 2009

Happy New Yeaaar! 2008? The WORST yeaaaar! Having fun with my friends? Of course yes! but, sometimes when nobody know about my problem, I was crying alone! To much problem and it comes at the same time! I don't know why or what I mistake I've done, but I want to say Sorry if I make someone Hurt! 2008, GAME OVER!

Selasa, 16 Desember 2008

IF YOUR NOT THE ONE

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my husband?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
but I know that this much is true

We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

I can't wait......

Sabtu, itu hari yg paling gue tunggu2 banget! ZIKY HOME! I can't wait anymore! Really really miss you zik! Bakal, jalan2 bareng lagi, bebas ketawa2, telfon2an, smsan! Bebas semuanyaaaa! Cepetan pulang ya sayaang... :')

Senin, 08 Desember 2008

may I suspect to you?

aaaah! God please give me the reason! I don't know what I must to do now. I so desperated with my feeling! It's so ruined! I really really don't kow! If I can scream, I wanna scream all of dirty words!! Many problems come to me at the same time! God, what a misake I've done?! Please enough! I don't know what I must to do with all of my problems, esp my problem with Ziky, my boyF!
may I suspect to you Zik?! No contact for 3 days! Isn't enough for you?! HAH?! I know what I must to do know is give my careless and my kepercayaan (sorry I don't know what the mean in English)! hhm or maybe in another place you have another girlF? I'm sorry if what I said is wrong! but I really really don't know what I just to do! I MISS YOU SO DAMN MUCH ZIK! do you can't fell that?!

Minggu, 07 Desember 2008

does't he?

he still my boyF kan ya? but why he doesn't know what I feel and what I want?! Don't you have a HEART?! hah?! please dong zik, trying to realized me! I'm your Girlfriend! wake up and trying to be someone that what I want! ya I know it must be in process, but I don't really look a little change from your self zik.. No more Happyness in Our Relationship I think! To much Sadness.. I really really want my Ziky like Ziky in the past! :'(