Lalalalala

:))

2009-10-24T18:28:00.000-07:00

I really love this song and I don't know why :)

Sherina – Cinta Pertama Dan Terakhir

sebelumnya tak ada yang mampu
mengajakku untuk bertahan
di kala sedih
sebelumnya ku ikat hatiku
hanya untuk aku seorang
sekarang kau di sini hilang rasanya
semua bimbang tangis kesepian

kau buat aku bertanya
kau buat aku mencari
tentang rasa ini
aku tak mengerti
akankah sama jadinya
bila bukan kamu
lalu senyummu menyadarkanku
kau cinta pertama dan terakhirku

sebelumnya tak mudah bagiku
tertawa sendiri di kehidupan
yang kelam ini

sebelumnya rasanya tak perlu
membagi kisahku saat ada yang mengerti
sekarang kau di sini hilang rasanya
semua bimbang tangis kesepian

bila suatu saat kau harus pergi
jangan paksa aku tuk cari yang lebih baik
karena senyummu menyadarkanku
kaulah cinta pertama dan terakhirku

and I'm tired

2009-10-03T22:31:00.000-07:00

Capek sebenernya terus-terusan di curigain gini sama dia, Kalo dari awal dia sayang dan percaya sama gue, kenapa sih harus ada curiga-curigaan? Somehow, ada orang yg bilang kalo dia possesif gitu artinya dia sayang banget sama lo. wth banget! Mungkin gara-gara baru sekali ini nya lagi deh gue dapet cowk possesif kayak gini setelah gue sekian lama pacaran sama orang yg CUKUP cuek. My friend (you can call him Bil) said, "yaa tunggu aja ca kalo emang terlalu posesif lo bilang aja begini, kamu tau pasir? kalo pasir itu kamu genggam terlalu kuat, pasir itu bakal lepas dari lobang yang kecil. sedangkan kalo kamu genggamnya ga terlalu kuat dia bakal diem ditangan kamu" What a beautiful words kan? Thank's to bil. Yaudah mungkin itu dulu, tp gue sayang sama dia kok, yg gue pengen cuma dia ngertiin kondisi gue yg kayak gini. Thank's bloggie :3

♡23 :)

2009-09-22T17:20:00.000-07:00

For a long time is held in my heart during ne years
I just can smile if you gone with your boyfriend and I just can ask to my self, can I get you?
On TWENTY THREE AUGUST I got the answer, apparentlt you want to be my sweetheart
I know I'm not perfect to you, but I will try to be a good men for you
Everyday I'm always think about you
Everynight you're always in my dream
You like a beautiful red rose in my heart
I know you'r gonna be my perfect girl
I really love you more than I can say

Happy Anniversary sayaaaang muah muah

Thank you for loving me and wait fo me for a long time, I just want to try to be a good girl for you honey and I do love you :)

Sorry

2009-09-18T03:11:00.000-07:00

I don't know how it makes me wanna cry everytime. I realize that I make a mistake to you but please forgive me :'(. I miss you badly, and it makes me hurt. I can't hear your voice even that by phone, I can't see your smile even that bye our photos. I miss you and really really miss you. If I could recieve one wish and just one wish, I would turn back the time when we're together :'(. I still love you

Done, Over, Finish, THE END......

2009-08-19T02:55:00.000-07:00

Bye Erlangga, I'm really gonna miss you so much. Keep in contact and take care of you :')

Kenapa?

2009-08-16T03:50:00.000-07:00

Kenapa? Ya gue juga gak tau kenapa yang pasti gue bosen banget, tau kenapa? Yah kenapa ya? gue juga gak tau kenapa gue bosen banget hari ini. Yang pasti gue bosen! Gak ada kerjaan, tapi paginya gue ke Bunderan HI looooooh! Kenapa? Ntar dulu. Ada apa? Sabarrrr.
Yaaaaak, gue ikut sama si Bena teman gue yang super yahut konyolnya (maaf ben huahaha) dalam acara IndonesiaUnite. Gak tau artinya? Kenapa namanya kayak gitu? Yah gue juga gak tau boi, keep it in your mind and tell me when all of you know the meaning of that OKE gak?
Jadi gue di Bunderan HI itu bagi-bagiin bendera gratis gitu deh dalam rangka akan 17 Agustusan.. Yah jalan lah dari rumah gue menuju sebrang untuk naik metro mini kesetiaan gue yaitu 52, nah berentilah gue di Kampung Melayu buat naik busway ke HI (kepanjangan ya kalo gue ceritain rute buswaynya). VOILAAAA, sampelah gue tiba-tiba di Bunderan HI, nah di sana gue ketemu Bena sang pencetus! Yaudah deh gue sok asik aja sama dia karena gue gak kenal siapapun di sana (fyi gue ke sana sama Nidia sepupu gue, lupa gue jelasin di atas hehe). Ternyata yang ikut acara begituan anak-anak blogger semua loooooh, gaul zz kannn -_-. Bendera 876 itu berhasil kita bagikan ke orang yg lewat HI dengan waktu kurang lebih 1 jam setengah! Cepet banget kan? Gue juga gak nyangka bakal secepet itu loh, gur kira bakal lama bagiinnya. Yaudah deh karena tugas utama selesai, tinggal tugas kedua, yaitu MINUM! Panas abis meeeeeennnn lo harus tau. Dalam waktu 1 jam setengah gue berhasil agak HITAM! Siaaaaal... Gpplah sekali-kali buat Indonesiaku tercinta hihi. Tugas ketiga yaitu membacakan Amanat IndonesiaUnite yang di bacakan dengan penuh semangat oleh kami semua. Kan ada2 versi ya, yang 1 bahasa Indonesia yang 1 lagi pake bahasa Inggris. bahasa Indonesianya lancar, eh yang bahasa Inggrisnya acak kadul. Yah itu mungkin menunjukkan kalau kita cinta Indonesia! Setelah itu selesai, kita foto-foto dulu bareng anak-anak Rumah Blogger yang lainnyaaaaa. Selesai lalu pulang! Ntar ya gue upload foto-foto sama video nya!

Ceers, Caca

aaa kangen ih

2009-06-30T05:09:00.000-07:00

Angga baru 2 hari loh meninggalkan kota gue tercinta ini, JAKARTA. Dia sudah tenang di sana, haha bohong deeehhhh... padahal dia ngomong mulu kangen kangen. Apalagi sama lengan gue ini haha, gak ada yg bisa di ciumin ya yang? hahaha. aduh kangen mulu deh sama si doi! gak tau kenapa, banyak banget yang bikin kangen, ini nih list nya:

1. parfumnya, kenapa parfumnya? yah karena itu parfum di pake sama dia haha, wangiiii banget, khas deh pokoknya, nama parfumnya apa ya? lupa.... hehe

2. kangen dia nyiumin lengan gue, ini nih yang lucu banget buat gue, dia suka banget yg namanya nyiumin lengan gue, gue gak tau ada apa dengan lengan gue haha mungkin lengan gue satu dari sekian lengan-lengan wanita lain hahaha apa tau

3. ngomong "bete", Angga tuh kalo ngomomng bete lucu deh, kita kan kalo ngomong bete tuh ada embel-embel "k" nya di belakang, (baca:betek) kalo angga tuh gak adaaaa, ngelosssss gitu aja, jadinya gini kira2 bunyi nya, "beteeee" hehe

4. megangin kepalanya yg "semi botak", kepalanya Angga tuh di bilang botak nggak, panjang juga nggak sih, jadi ya "semi botak" hahaha jadi enak megangnya ada rambut-rambutnya gitu hehe

Sebenernya tuh banyak yang ngangenin dari si beliau Angga hehe. Pokoknya kangen semuanyaaaa, pengen ketemu cepet-cepet ya walaupun gak mungkin secepet yang gue bayangin. Gpp kok, I'll be waiting for you Sayang :)

Thank you so much baby :')

2009-06-29T01:16:00.000-07:00

This song make me wanna cry again and again, Angga give this song to me and thank you so much baby, I LOVE YOU :')

SAVAGE GARDEN - I KNEW I LOVED YOU

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
(add the whos here)

A thousand angels dance around you
(and the whos here)
I am complete now that I've found you
(and the whos here)

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
(and the whos here)

I'm gonna miss you badly babyyyy :'(

2009-06-27T06:27:00.000-07:00

This is the last day Angga in Jakarta. Tommorow he will back to his home in SURABAYA..... Ya ampuuuun pengen banget nangis rasanya! cuma ketemu seminggu sama dia, tapi seminggu penuh itu sama dia terussss. Dari awalnya ketemu malu-malu sampe dia tadi nyubit-nyubitin gue sampe gue ngomong, "sakit tauuuu!", dia cuma bisa jawab,"kapan lagi kan bisa nyubitin kamu....". ya ampun, Anggaaaaa i really really really gonna miss you babyyyy :'(! Kita juga tadi photo box sebelum pulang (nanti di upload ya), dia ngotot banget pengen photo box, "ayo dong yaang kita photo box, gak pake nanti, harus sekarang", kita juga beli gelang yang samaan. Tadi gue di taksi sama dia bener-bener pengen nangis, dia juga ngomong, "aku bakal kangen banget yang sama kamu". Sebelum turun dia meluk gue trus nyium. That's the last kiss from him and I think I must wait for 1 year untill he back to Jakarta. Sedih banget, berat banget juga buat ngelepasin dia. Lama banget harus nunggu setahun ya Allaaaaaaaaah :'''''(. Setelah dia di hotel, gue langsung sms dia, ada kata2 dia yang bener2 bikin gue mau nangisssss, ini isi smsnya,

Gue : "yang huhuhu :'(
Angga : "gak ketemu lagi deh yang..."
Gue : "huhu mau nangis deh aku :'("
Angga : "aku juga yang. berat deh pisah sama kamu."
Gue : "ya ampuuun, pengen meluk kamu yang. mau nangis :'(. I'm gonna missyou badly baby huhuhu :'(
Angga : "I'm gonna miss you too baby..."
Gue : "kamu jaga hati ya yang di sana. aku gak mau pokoknya ampe ada kabar aneh2. aku sayaaaang bgt bgtan sama kamu."
Angga : "kabar apa si? paling bercanda2 doang kayak kemarin gitu. aku juga sayang banget sama kamu. kali ini aku gak tanggung2 yang."
Gue : "maksutnya gak tanggung2 apa? aduh yaaang aku bener2 sayang bgt sama kamu. inget yaaa? :'("
Angga : "ya aku gak main2 yang sama kamu."

Thank you so much ya babyyyy, I really really love you. Cepet pulang ya ngga, biar kita jalan-jalan lagi..... :'''''''(

What a wonderfull day

2009-06-24T17:47:00.000-07:00

WELCOME HOME ANGGAAAAAAAAAA :), This is one of the biggest things that I wanted, met angga after so many moooonnnttthhhh :). We have planned, various plan sorts that will be carried out by us together during Angga in Jakarta, and that is currently realised. I'm so happy!!

On Tuesday and on Wednesday, we went to Plaza Senayan, together of course (we want spend our time together, yang lain gak boleh ikut2 hehe). On Tuesday we only roads in Plaza Senayan, to Haagen Dasz and Starbucks, but that made me felt really happyyyyyyyyyy. and finally we go to home. Oh iyaaa, ada satu kebiasaan Angga that I knew after he met me, he really liked to kiss my arms -,-". Aneh banget kan? haha.. tapi kayaknya hal itu yang bakal bikin akubakal kangen banget sama kamu ya yang :'(

On Wednesday, we went to Plaza Senayan again. (bosseeennn emang! tapi gpp kalo jalannya sama Angga hihihi) but this time we were planned to watch film. Sebenernya we wanted to watch Startrek, tapi adanya yang jam sore. finally we watched Transformers 2. This film was really cooool! you must watch it! After we finished watch that film, kami ke Starbucks lagi (maaf ya kalau campur-campur gini bahasanya, lagi agak males ngetik bahasa inggris hihihi). Kita juga foto2 di sana, tapi adanya di laptop Angga, he promised want to send those photos to my email, ini dia fotonya

SENEENNNGGG BANGET! tapi hari Minggu dia harus ke Surabaya, to his home. His family want to met him too, but I wanna stay here with Angga for a long timeeeee :''''''(. Cepet pulang ya sayang biar kita jalan-jalan lagi, I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH BABBBYYYYY! muah muah :)

That's why I called it LOVE

2009-05-17T00:06:00.000-07:00

I'm so glad I found you, finally. When you tell me that you love me and wait for me for a long time just for say it, and I feel like I want to cry when you sing a song for me even you sing that by phone,
Sandy - Be My Lady

Since i’ve known you babe
You were a light for me
But there’s no yours sincerely
Build me a world to believe

But still there’s a doubt
in you for loving me
Though deep down inside
You see what’s in me

Be my lady be the one
and great things will come to our heart
you’re my lady you’re my one
give me chance to show you love

Three words for you I love you. There's only one way to say. Those three words and that's what I'll do, He's more than a man and this is more than love, that's why I called it love,
I Love You

ERLANGGA IBRAHIM

Adera - Lebih Indah :)

2009-05-05T07:11:00.000-07:00

saat ku tenggelam dalam sendu
waktu pun enggan untuk berlalu
ku berjanji tuk menutup pintu hatiku
entah untuk siapa pun itu
semakin ku lihat masa lalu
semakin hatiku tak menentu
tetapi satu sinar terangi jiwa ku
saat ku melihat senyum mu

dan kau hadir, merubah segalanya
menjadi lebih indah
kau bawa cinta ku setinggi angkasa
membuat ku merasa sempurna
dan membuat ku untuk menjalani hidup
berdua dengan mu selama-lamanya
kaulah yang terbaik untuk ku

kini ku ingin hentikan waktu
biar kau berada di dekat ku
bunga cinta bermekaran dalam jiwaku
dan ku petik satu untukmu

dan kau hadir, merubah segalanya
menjadi lebih indah
kau bawa cinta ku setinggi angkasa
membuat ku merasa sempurna

dan membuat ku untuk menjalani hidup

berdua dengan mu selama-lamanya

kaulah yang terbaik untuk ku

ku percayakan seluruh hatiku padamu
kasihku... satu janjiku, kau lah yang terakhir bagiku...

dan kau hadir, merubah segalanya
menjadi lebih indah
kau bawa cinta ku setinggi angkasa
membuat ku merasa sempurna
dan membuat ku untuk menjalani hidup
berdua dengan mu selama-lamanya
kaulah yang terbaik untuk ku
kaulah yang terbaik untuk ku

That's what friends are for

2009-04-30T02:19:00.000-07:00

A friend should be Radical

They should love you when you when you're UNLOVEABLE
Hug you when you're UNHUGGABLE
And bear you when you're UNBAREABLE

A friend should be Fanatical
They should cheer when the whole world boos
Dance when you get good news
And cry when you cry too

But most off all, A friend should be Mathematical
They should multiply your joy
Divide your sorrow
Subtract the past
And add to tomorrow
Calculate the need deep in your heart
And always be bigger than the sun of all your parts

Thank's for BOLANGS, LARAS, NDIT, TATA, KEBAV, NIDIA, NABILLA PUTRI

It's HURT

2009-04-30T01:52:00.000-07:00

ada 2 kata yang sekarang lagi mewakili banget perasaan gue, NYESEL & PUTUS! yeaaap! ternyata usaha gue selama 2 minggu buat sabar sama dia gak ada gunanya, it's really SUCKS! gue fikir selama 2 minggu perjuangan gue buat sabar sama dia ada guna nya, TERNYATA? tanda tanya besar kenapa dia kayak gitu., err it's really make me want to say all of dirty word to him! but I must be realistic, understand and appreciate his decision. to FADLI, thank's for all a lots of thing we've made for a month, I hope you will find another girl and she better than me about everything. THANK'S........

Something Serious

2009-04-25T20:41:00.000-07:00

Well yesterday, I told him about my feeling. I was afraid... it's quite difficult to tell him how much I love him and why I got so hard to leave him. I know I was stupid. isn't? but yeah, We've been through to lots of things for this month and it's not easy to forget all of those memories

It's like Alicia Keys says in her song "No One",

"People keep talking, they could say what they like, but all I know is everything gonna be alright. No one can get in the way what I'm feeling, No one can get in the way what I feel, No one can get in the way of what I feel for you."

And what I should do now? jus wait and see...

yeap

2009-04-25T20:32:00.000-07:00

THERE'RE SO MANY OTHER GOOD BOY OUTHERE! I should be realistic and if he couldn't love me anymore, 2 words for you boys, "WHO CARES!"

this song make me think for a twice....

2009-04-25T07:17:00.000-07:00

Realize - Colbie Caillat

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

Missed out on each other now

Appreciate it please

2009-04-25T06:44:00.000-07:00

Don't you ever think that I'm tryin to be someone like what you want? What a mistake I've made to you boy? HA?! Appreciate my feeling please.... I'm here and I'm still here waiting for you until "you in the past" back to me. but what? You didn't appreciate it? Didn't you ha?! Some people said, "He doesn't care about you anymore ca, just leave him!". I don't want to leave you. If you want to know, I believe someday you'll back to me and appreciate my feeling, even all of my friends and my best friends said that you don't care about me anymore. I trust to you and I will always be here just for you and I'll be wait.......

Bo ring ring ring..

2009-04-22T02:32:00.000-07:00

Boseeeeen, liburan gak tau mau kemana, no money juga sih sebenernya (hihi), kemana dan dimana ya tempat asik, cozy dan gak ngeluarin duit banyak? kemana? kemana? kemana? -___-''

You Give Me Something

2009-04-22T01:31:00.000-07:00

If you wanna stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean,
I never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone else's dream.

'You give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart,
But it might be a second too late,
And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

Love, Love, Love

2009-04-21T20:00:00.000-07:00

hello, dear bloggie...
maaf ya udah jarang banget nge-post, banyak masalah bikin gak mood buat ngetik deh. Love? it's the most popular problem in teenagers. why? gue sendiri juga gak tau kenapa, dan sekarang kata-kata itu yang bikin gue stressed out! FINAL EXAMINATION? yayaya that's the rizen.. kenapa sih ya jadi berubah gitu? gue maklum kok kalau emang gara-gara UAN dia jadi berubah, tapi ini keterlaluaaaan T_T......

example: cowok itu 10 ke 1, kalau cewek 1 ke10, did you know what the meaning? yah maksutnya cowok itu kalau udah di saat dia pengen banget ngedektin itu cewek, ya feeling mereka lagi menggebu-gebu banget, tapi di saat dia udah dapetin itu cewek, yaudah deh bisa 180 degres berubaaaah... ibaratnya ya itu, dari 10 ke 1.
kalau cewek, kita itu gak bisa yang namanya tiba-tiba bisa sayang atau suka banget sama cowok sekalipun kita emang interest banget. pasti ada step by step nya juga kan, nah kalau cowok kalau udah ngedapetin kan jadi berubah gitu, nah kalau cewek tuh malah bisa maikn sayang atau suka. itulah beda nyaaaa...

This is the same feeling like the example. Fadli Prawira, he is my boyfriend..
tapi gak tau kenapa, akhir2 ini dia berubah, the rizen is, FINAL EXAMINATION. it's like I have boyfriend but he don't care about me anymore.. jadian baru sebulan, tapi dia udah ngeluarin kata2 "jenuh.". do I make a mistake? I don't know. di tanya kenapa, dia jawab gak tau. sekarang ya I must be patient and wait untill the exam finishand then I will ask him what happen to him.
I really miss when Fadli and I laugh together when he tell some joke, nulis kayak gini bikin gue pengen nangis sebenernya, tapi harus sabar kan. the last, Fadli I want you to know that
I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU

My homework from Ninda

2009-01-25T20:02:00.000-08:00

I've got homework from Ninda, check this out (norak hahahaha)

The Rules:
The rules are simple. Use google image to search the answers to the questions below.
Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer.
After that tag 7 people.

the age of my next birthday...

my next birthday in 2nd April, don't forget to give ne a gift yeaaaa....

a place I'd like to travel...

I really reallt want to go to Japaaaan! esp Disneyland of Japan

Favorite Place...my bedroom of course

Favorite Food...

Fettuchini yuuuuuuum

Favorite Thing...

my N73, second boyfriend hahahaha

Favorite Color...

Purpleeeeee...

City I was born in...

Jakarta City

a city that I have ever lived in...

Jakarta dooooong

A nickname I had...

CACA, CACO

College Major...

I still wearing uniform

A bad habit...

EMOTIONAL! BEWARE hahaha

A hobby...

sing a song

A wishlist...

canon eos 50d dslr black, mau mau mau!!

MACBOOCK AIR!! gimme!

Finish!!
I tag,
Nidia, Neris, Anggun, Arinsza, Vina, Anastasya, Fadhli

It's over and It's over now

2009-01-25T19:38:00.000-08:00

My dearest bloggie I'm sorry I've forgot of you for a times. I want to share about my relationship with ziky. It's over bloggie, and now I think being single is better than you have a boyfriend but He did'nt know what you feel or what you need when you need Him. That's what I feel when I was Ziky girlfriend. Last word to Ziky, take care ya Zik, and thank's for all memories that we've made for our relationship. See you next time.....

FUCK for 2008 and WELCOME for 2009

2008-12-31T22:47:00.000-08:00

Happy New Yeaaar! 2008? The WORST yeaaaar! Having fun with my friends? Of course yes! but, sometimes when nobody know about my problem, I was crying alone! To much problem and it comes at the same time! I don't know why or what I mistake I've done, but I want to say Sorry if I make someone Hurt! 2008, GAME OVER!

IF YOUR NOT THE ONE

2008-12-16T05:50:00.001-08:00

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my husband?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
but I know that this much is true

We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

I can't wait......

2008-12-16T05:27:00.000-08:00

Sabtu, itu hari yg paling gue tunggu2 banget! ZIKY HOME! I can't wait anymore! Really really miss you zik! Bakal, jalan2 bareng lagi, bebas ketawa2, telfon2an, smsan! Bebas semuanyaaaa! Cepetan pulang ya sayaang... :')

may I suspect to you?

2008-12-08T02:24:00.000-08:00

aaaah! God please give me the reason! I don't know what I must to do now. I so desperated with my feeling! It's so ruined! I really really don't kow! If I can scream, I wanna scream all of dirty words!! Many problems come to me at the same time! God, what a misake I've done?! Please enough! I don't know what I must to do with all of my problems, esp my problem with Ziky, my boyF!
may I suspect to you Zik?! No contact for 3 days! Isn't enough for you?! HAH?! I know what I must to do know is give my careless and my kepercayaan (sorry I don't know what the mean in English)! hhm or maybe in another place you have another girlF? I'm sorry if what I said is wrong! but I really really don't know what I just to do! I MISS YOU SO DAMN MUCH ZIK! do you can't fell that?!

does't he?

2008-12-07T01:07:00.000-08:00

he still my boyF kan ya? but why he doesn't know what I feel and what I want?! Don't you have a HEART?! hah?! please dong zik, trying to realized me! I'm your Girlfriend! wake up and trying to be someone that what I want! ya I know it must be in process, but I don't really look a little change from your self zik.. No more Happyness in Our Relationship I think! To much Sadness.. I really really want my Ziky like Ziky in the past! :'(

David Cook - Always be My Baby

2008-12-02T03:09:00.001-08:00

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Happy Anniversary 2months Ziky

2008-12-02T02:54:00.000-08:00

Yeah 2months! But nothing special today! Just because our (me and Ziky) relationship have been for 2months! Zik, kamu pulangnya cepetan napa aaah! Sebulan ini kita gak ketemu! And fyi, Ziky gak ada kabar 4 hari! Apa deh banget kaaan! 2 bulan, tapi Ziky gak ada kabar! 20 Desembar rasanya lama banget bagi gue! Be patient ya caco yang CANTIK! zz

This is My Girl

2008-11-27T05:03:00.000-08:00

This is what I feel

2008-11-24T22:39:00.000-08:00

I don't know how to explain by English but, I think my Beloved Ziky is berubah! I mean not like Power Ranger! zz, Ziky is not Ziky in the past, tapi gue gatau berubahnya itu gimana! Just feeling or anything I don't know! I just want Ziky yang care sama gue, yang sayang sama gue! Please Come to me OLD ZIKY! I Love You more than I can Explain.... :'(

Ooooh poor me

2008-11-07T04:58:00.000-08:00

OSIS OSIS dan OSIS! Selalu karena OSIS gue jadi mumet! Pusiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing! Ya elaaaah jadi gak tau kan gue mau ngomong apaan! Mana banyak remed, kangen banget-banget2na pula sama Ziky! Aaaaah gila deh nih gue! LDKS tanggal 13, 14, 15 besok, sedangkan Persami Pramuka tanggal 15 nya! Masya Allaaaaaaaaaah! Pusing-pusing deh nih gue! Astaghfirullah! Lupa gue kalo besok ambil rapot! Bisa mati gue! Bisa gak boleh jalan! Bener-bener deh sesuai judul posting gue! POOR ME......

Tentang 1 November....

2008-11-03T01:59:00.000-08:00

Seneng banget deh aw aw tanggal 1 November. Ziky ngasih kejutan ke gue! Dia ke Jakarta looooooh! Awalnya ngerjain gue dulu! Sialan bener yak! Ziky kongkalikong dulu tuh sama Anggun & Kamal, our new couple hehehe. Jadi gini nih, kan tadinya hari Sabtu kemarin gue mau jalan ama Kamal & Anggun, tapi setelah gue pikir2, kalo gue jalan sama mereka, syaiton bener gua kayaknya! Makanya gue ngajak Gaby aja deh tuh jalan, kita mau ke Torry Kalimalang. Ngajak Achi juga tuh. Yaudah, tiba2 Ziky tlp dari Bandung, nanya lagi ngapaian dan blablablabla....tiba-tiba Ziky mau nutup teleponnya, udah ngomong dadah tuh, tapi belakangnya dia ngomong,
'udah mendingan kamu ikut Kamal sama Anggun aja deh, beneran'

What a weird! Aneh banget2an tuh kan, akhirnya gue tetep ngomong,
'ngga ah yang, aku sama Gaby aja deh'
'yaudah deh terserah kamu'

Nah selesai tuh ya ama Ziky yang aneh hari itu. Kan gua sms Kamal ya, ngomong gini,
'kak, ntar mau jalan ya sama Anggun?'
'iya, kata Anggun ntar dia jemput lo jam 6an'
Gue bales lagi deh gini,
'gak usah kak. aku mau ke Torry aja sama Gaby'

Eh si Anggun mendadak telepon ngomong gini..
'ca, lo dimana?'
'di rumah gun. knapa?'
'lo ntar pokoknya gue jemput ya di rumah jam 6'
'kagak usah gun, gue jadinya ke Torry aja sama Gaby. nih gue lagi nungguin Gaby, dia mau ke rumah gue'
'lah Gaby gak jadi ke PIM?'
'kagak tuh dia'
'udah gak usah, pokoknya lo di rumah aja ya, atau nggak gini, gue ke Torry juga deh sama Kamal, tapi lo gue jemput. Jam 5 gue jemput, eh paling lambat jam 6 deh gue jemput.'
'ha? emang knapa gun? aneh deh lo ah, sama kayak ziky, tadi dia juga maksa gue ikut lo'
'udah pokoknya tunggu aja di rumah ya ca, yaudah ya dadah'

Matilah itu telepon! Mikir dah gua, knapa orang2 pada aneh banget yak! Anggun aneh, Ziky aneh. Tapi akhirnya gue agak2 gak inget tuh ya. Achi sampe rumah gue dan ada Wendy juga tiba2. Yaudah kita nungguin Gaby doang deh tuh. Tapi tiba2 gue kepikiran lagi. Gue sms Anggun,
'Gun, lg dimana?'
'di Stibud ca, knapa?'
'gpp kok nanya aja, eh lo tadi knp aneh sih? ngaku gak lo!'
'gpp kok ca beneran deh'

Tapi bagi gue tetep aneh, ada yang janggal gimana gitu!
'Gun, lo ke rumah gue jam 5 ya, kalo nggak, gue sama Gaby aja ke Torry nya'
'lo tunggu di rumah aja ca, Kamal pengen ngomong penting sama lo'
Waduuuuuh! Gue yang namanya takut tuh takut banget sumpah! Deg2an gamau berenti! Gue mikir, gue salah apaan ya sama Kamal? Kayaknya dia mau ngomong penting banget! Gue bingung, pusing, takut, deg2an, pengen muntah!(apa hubungannya coba ca? haha) Gue ngomong kan ke Achi sama Wendy tentang yang tadi, mereka bilang,
'udah ca itu tuh pasti hal yang bikin lo seneng, percaya sama gue'

Tapi gue tetep gak bisa ngilangin deg2an gue! Tetep aje tuh si Jantung deg2an! <u>Gaby dateng, dia make up lah apa segala macem! (Itu di garis bawahi karena, betapa Monyetnya Gaby! Gue lagi bingung2 gini dia malah make-up! Sialan lo!) Gue? Tampang gue Desperate abis kata Gaby! Gimana gak desperate, Kamal yang tampang serem gitu mau ngomong serius sama gue! Mati aja gue! Wendy ngomong gini,
'mendingan lo telepon deh tuh si Kamal ca! Biar jelas masalahnya'
Yaudah langsung gue telepon tuh Kamal pake hp Achi
'hallo?'
'hallo kak, ini aku Caca. kak aku salah apaan kak? kak Kamal mau ngomong apaan kak?'
'ha? udah ntar aja ya ca, gue lagi bawa mobil nih ribet. udah ntar aja ya serius deh. udah dulu ya dah'

WHAT THE 'H*LL'!! Pusing gue! MAKIN PUSING DAN STRES! Gue terus diem, mikir apaan ya salah gue? Perasaan gue gak ngapa2in deh...
Anggun tiba2 dateng,
'Caca, Caca!'
Jeggggeeeerrrr! Mati gue! Mati gue! Aduh mampus deh gue nih ama Kamal! Di telen deh gue! Oke yang masalah di telen agak lebay maaf! Gue ke depan nyamperin Anggun,
'Gun gue salah apaan gun? Sumpah gue takut banget ini gak boong!'
'nggak ca, ntar dulu, sini deh'
Tangan gue di tarik ama Anggun, tapi gue tetep gak mau ketemu Kamal! Takut meeeeeen!
'gamau ah gun ah! gue salah apaan emangnya?!'
'udah sini dulu makanya'
Gue di bawa ke mobil,
'lo buka deh ca pintunya(pintu belakang)'
'ha?'
Gue buka pintu tapi tetep ngeliatin Kamal dan ngomong,
'aku salah apaan kak?'
Pas gue buak, tatararattarat! Ziky ada di belakang sambil ngeringkuk sok2an ngumpet hahaha! Gue langsung teriak dan meluk dia! Kangen banget+ seneng banget dia bela2in ke Jakarta buat ketemu gue walaupun besoknya dia mesti pulang lagi ke Bandung. Akhirnya gue jalan deh tuh sama Anggun & Kamal. Double Date!! Gaby Achi Wendy? hahaha bertigaan deh tuh mereka ke Torry! Maaf ya semua! hehehe. Gue Ziky Anggun Kamal ke Gelael makan di KFC trus nganterin Anggun deh ke Cibubur. Di Cibubur rumah tantenya Anggun, kita berempat numpang pacaran dulu deh tuh di sana haha! Pulang dari sana jam 21.30 nyampe rumah jam 23.00 karena macet cet cet! Seneeeng banget deh gue ketemu Ziky! Besoknya gue 1 bulanan dan pagi2 gue jalan ama Ziky buat ketemu terakhir sekalian ngerayain 1 bulanan. Hhhh sedih banget emang ngelepasin Ziky buat balik lagi ke Bandung, tapi gpplah, ntar juga ketemu lagi lagi AMIN!

Makasih ya buat Bebeh gue Ziky yang udah bela2in ke Jakarta hehe muah muah. Anggun Kamal juga makasih yaaa. Love Love Love you!

Penderitaan oh Penderitaan

2008-11-01T00:22:00.000-07:00

Hari ini hari Sabtu. Yah hari Sabtu(gak usah di ulang cooooo, lo udah ngomong 2x ini hari apaan). Hari yang biasanya di lewatin sama pacar. SATURDAY NIGHT! Ziky gak pulang2 ya Allah...kangen to the max! Besoknya gue sebulanan pula, penderitaan oh penderitaan..Zik, kamu pulang dong, kangen banget yang yang :'(

Jakarta is the BEST CITY

2008-10-29T04:57:00.000-07:00

Balik ke Jakarta adalah hal yang paling gue senengin selama gue terperangkap di Bangkok yang baunya to the maaaaaax! 'PORK' dimana2! Masya Allah dah tuh kota! Tapi yang paling enak sih masalah belanja nya hehe. Puaaaaaaaas! Di Bangkok banyak bener Ben to the Cong! Dan yang paling parahnya, they're boobs like asli (bahasa inggrisnya apa ya?)! Kebanyakan dari mereka juga gak malu2 nunjukkin badan merekan yang sebenernya berotot! Sayang nya gue gak punya salah satu contohnya.... Buat temen2 yg nitip oleh2, maaf ya gak beliin hehe, I don't hanve any money meeeen hehe....... This is my pictures in Bangkok, I just can show you a little yaaa

haha how UGLY am I kan yaa? yah ini cuma dikit, yg lainnya belom sempet gue masukin, kapan2 yaaaa...

Goodbye Jakarta for 5days......

2008-10-23T06:21:00.000-07:00

Tommorrow I will spend a holiday in BANGKOK for 5days! Actualy I must do Examination for a Weeks! But I don't care lah yaaaaaaaaw! Susulan aja! Oke bloggy, I must sleep because I gonna went to the Airport early morning! See yaaaaa...
Emwaaaaah!

PRA LDKS OSIS is so so so Unpredictable.........

2008-10-17T04:51:00.000-07:00

Hari ini gue pra LDKS OSIS. Ya Allaaaaaaaaaah gue kira tuh di suruh ngapain, ternyata di suruh bikin kelompok terdiri dari 6 orang. Kelompok 4, Gue, Nada, Aulia, Rainyke, Aldino sama satu lagi siapa gue gatau lupa hehe... Jadi tugasnya itu bikin Visi, Misi dan Proker (Progam Kerja) yang menyangkut Visi dan Misi. Di kasih waktu cuma bentar dan akhirnya terciptalah,
Visi : (lupa meeen! soriiii)
Misi : Mengadakan kompetisi dalam berbagai Bidang, Aspek dan Tujuan
Proker : (lupa juga cameeen maaf)

Yah akhirnya kelompok gue maju. Dengan gelagapan dan gemetar, mau gak mau majuuuu.. Pertama perkenalan diri, visi, misi dan proker. Setelah presentasi selesai, sesi tanya jawab dan komentar.
Kak Asta: 'Visi Misi dan Proker kalian itu terlalu BIASA! Semua kelompok juga bisa bikin kayak gitu'

Kita cuma bisa diem doang. Gue yang namanya Speechless tuh ya abis-abisan deh! Pengen pulang rasanya! Gak bohong deh guaaaa....... Kakak Osis tuh bikin gimana kita adu argumen sama mereka. Yaudah kita ladenin deh tuh ya. Setelah sekian lamaaaaa, di tutup sama Kak Arsy, 'Time is Up'. Itu gue seneng bgt dah. Tinggal nunggu hasinya aja deh besok gimana. Keterima sukur. nggak ya NASIB! zzzzzzzzzzz.................

Really miss youuuuuuuu :'(

2008-10-16T04:26:00.000-07:00

I know it's only the begin, but it's so difficult! I miss MY ZIKY! I really really miss him! I wanna hug youuu ling! I miss your laugh, I miss your kiss for me, I miss when you say 'I LOVE YOU'.... It's so difficult GOD! but I must be patient on this condition! I wish I could have a relationship like this, LONG DISTANCEEEEE! I love you more each day Liiiiiing.......

Little Surprise to MY ZIKY yeaaah

2008-10-13T04:02:00.000-07:00

For information, sebenernya ziky ulang tahun tanggal 4 Oktober, tapi karna dia masih di Cirebon untuk ber lebaran, makanya gue bikin surprise nya tanggal 6 pas dia balik ke Jakarta. Hari itu sebenernya gue ada ngumpul KEBAV di Torry jam7, nah gue berpikir di situ aja gue kerjain ziky sambil minta bantuan anak2, my Fira dan Ikha makasih ya sayaaang mau bantuin aku hehe. Jadi kita bareng2 deh ke rumah ziky dengan Honda City fira tersayang haha norak ih. Sampe komplek Auri, gue lupa rumah ziky dimana, akhirnya kita muter2 dulu deh tuh ya berusaha nyari rumah my love muaah muaah haha. Gue agal lupa2 inget, akhirnya sampe rumah yg agak2 mirip rumah ziky, gue yakin itu rumah ziky. Gue bilang, 'eh eh. itu tuh rumahnya ziky! iya bener tuh rumahnya ziky'. Pas kita mau turun, ada anjing tiba2 nongol! 'Waduuuuh ya Allah takut ah gue!', Ikha si Pemberani turun duluan, gue? Gue turun dengan penuh perjuangan. Gue mesti tukeran tempat duduk dulu sama dia haha. Nah sampe depan rumahnya, kita salam deh tuh, 'Assalamualaikum, misiiiii'. Nah nongol bapak2 yg agak arab2 gitu. Dari situ gue udah bingung tuh, kok bokapnya ziky berubah bentuk gini ya? haha. Ikha langsung nanya karena gue pemalu hiaah, 'misi om, ziky nya ada?'. Eh si om malah bilang gini dengan tampang aneh, ziky? 'wah salah rumah kamu ya.' Masya Allah udah muter-muter, turun mobil susah payah, salah rumah pula! Di saat-saat kayak gitu gue mikir, ya Allah hamba-Mu ini salah apa? Betapa malangnya nasibkuuuu zz. Yaudah gue langsung minta maaf trus cabut. Gue telp ke rumahnya ziky, nanya ke nyokapnya. Yaudah kita langsung samperin ke rumahnya. Oia, ziky tuh lagi gak di rumah, dia pergi ke rumahnya Apiz, mau main. Tadinya gue suruh dia ke Torry, tapi gak jadi deh, kerjain aja hehe. Kita kongkalikong deh tuh ama nyokapnya. Tante Chandraaa makasih ya mau repot-repot bantuin, Egha adeknya ziky juga makasih ya mau bantuin hehe. Yaudah Egha langsung nelp2 ziky nyuruh pulang dengan alasan,'ibu mau pergi mas, aku sendirian di rumah sama aji (adeknya ziky)', hihi cerdas juga ya egha ku cantiik. Dia awalnya gak mau, tapi akhirnya pulang juga tuh ziky hehe. Tiba2 lagi enak ngobrol sama Ikha, egha ngomong, 'kak caca, mas ziky pulang', gue kirain tuh masih di jalan gitu, ternyataaaa udah masuk lewat pintu belakang!!! Panik mampus gue! Yaudah lampu ruang tamu di matiin, gue sama Ikha dan Fira nyalain lilin. Trus pas ziky turun ke bawah, gue lamgsung nongol tiba2 di belakangnya dengan bawa kue! 'HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAY!' Ziky tampangnya langsung bengong konyol haha. Tapi gue seneng banget, ternyata rencananya lancaaaar. Oia, I will give you the Picture's yaaa,

Ziky's birthday cake

Thank's to My Fira, Ikha, Tnate Chandra, Egha, Om Aris, LOVE YOUUUUUUU muaaah!

ZZ DAAAY

2008-10-07T00:38:00.000-07:00

Oh my GOOOOOD! Bosen mampus gue di rumah! Di tinggal sendiri di rumah, ziky gatau kemana! Gak ada kerjaaaan meeeeeeeeeen! Maap yak kalo asal posting aja, abis gue bt banget bangetan deh sumpah! ZIKY NGESELIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN!

2 OCTOBER 2008

2008-10-05T17:25:00.000-07:00

Tanggal ini tanggal yang paling nyenengin gue bgt! Gue balikan sama mantan pas gue smp yg namanya ZIKY! Sumpah yang namanya seneng tuh gue seneng banget deh! Jadi kan gue jalan tuh ama ziky, trus kita niatnya mau nonton Sarang Kuntilanak (actually, gue denger dari temen gue tuh film jelek bgt, tapi karna sama ziky, pengen nonton yang serem2 dikit lah, biar ada mesranya dikit gitu haha), tapi akhirnya malah nonton Space Chimps! Awalnya gue gak begitu tertarik, tapi yaudahlah nonton aja daripada gak ada kerjaan cume muter2 doang. Nah yaudah, ziky beli tiket buat 2 orang. Kita langsung ke XXI. Filmnya mulai kan tuh, yaudah nonton deh. Ketawa-tawa, makan popcorn, nanya2, ampe akhirnya tuh film mau abis, ini nih bagian pentingnya! Tiba-tib2, ziky megang tangan gue!!! Ya Allah kaget dah gua! Masalahnya pas gue smp dulu, dia yg namanya ngapel ke kelas gue aja gak pernah! Tiba2 dia megang tangan gue! Seneeeeeeeeeeeeeng banget deh! Yaudah deh pegangan tangan tuh hehehehehe. Tiba-tiba lagi, ziky bisik-bisik tetangga,
'ca, gue mau ngomong nih sama lo.'
'ha? mau ngomong? ngomong apaan?'
'itu yang masalah kemaren.' (kalo ada yang nanya masalah kemarennya itu apa, nanti aja ya gue ceritain kalo ketemu, panjang soalnya)
'ooooh yaudah. emang apaan?'
'gini, lo mau gak balikan sama gue?'
(aaaaaaah lo mesti tau gimana gue pas itu?! seneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeng banget-bangetan!)
gue jawablah dengan ngangguk2, abis udah speechless sih hahaha, eh dia ngomong lagi,
'serius nih?'
'iyaaaa zik.'
'ooooh gitu. hehehe makasih ya.'

Yaudah d trus dari situ kita balikan, jalan2 aja tuh abis dari nonton. SENEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENG BANGET DEH GUE! Yang mau liat ziky, ada di posting di bawah yang ini. Di fs gue juga ada kok. Yaudah deh, Thank's yaaa my bloggy udah mau rela2 gue coret2 dengan cerita gue hehehe.

I do LOVE youuuu

2008-10-05T17:20:00.001-07:00

I do love you. I don't wanna miss you again! I really really love you MY ZIKY!!

SENCY mati lampu, DAPET pas jam 5, ribut sama mas2 penjaga busway

2008-09-28T02:34:00.000-07:00

Sabtu kemarin gue jalan sama LARAS & NIDIA. Kita nonton di FX, trus rencananya mau buka puasanya di Sushi Tei, tapi bingung mau ke PS atau SENCY. Awlnya gue males ke SENCY, gue lebih prefer ke PS. Tapi yaudahlah akhirnya ke SENCY. Kita sempet jalan2 dulu tuh kan ya di SENCY sambil nunggu magrib. Karena bulan puasa, kita memutuskan untuk solat Ashar terlebih dulu (azeeeek). Pas nyampe mushola, gue pengen pipis, ke kamar mandilah gue. Eh ternyata pas gue buka celana, gue dapet!! AAAAAH RESE BGT KAAAAN! Sejam sebelum buka gue tiba2 dapet!
Yaudah gue gak solat deh akhirnya cuma nungguin LARAS & NIDIA.

Abis mereka selesai solat, gue langsung caw ke Sushi Tei, takut waiting list soalnya. Bener kan dugaan gue sama laras. WAITING LIST! Banyak bener pulaaaaa. Yaudah deh nyari makanan lain. Kita ke Food Court. Penuh juga!! Bingung deh tuh gue ber3, mau makan dimane ye jam segini? Penuh semua!! Kita mencoba ke Wendy's. Hehehehe akhirnya Alhamdulillah atas izin Allah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang, kita dapet tempat di Wendy's. Kita langsung ngantri deh trus duduk. Akhirnya bedug magrib ka. Gue sih dari awal udah minum, kan gue gak puasa hehehe. Eh pas lagi asik2 makan. tiba2 gelap semua! MATI LAMPU! SENCY MATI LAMPU!! HAHAHAH orang2 pada nyorakin 'Huuuuuu payah, mall segede gini masih aja mati lampu'. Bener juga sih kalo di pikir. Mall segede gini mati lampu. MANA HARGA DIRINYA!! HAHAHAHA. Udah ah stop ketawanya! Kasian yang punya SENCY ntar malu hahahaha.

Nah dari Wendy's laras berencana ke Sushi Tei. Perut karetnya gak full ternyata setelah di isi 2 potong ayam dah sebotol Green Tea. Yaudah kita ke Sushi Tei deh tuh ya. Waiting list lama bener daaaah!! Akhirnya di panggil nama gue, 'Ibu caca untuk 3 orang', haaah! Emang gua ibu2! Tapi akhirnya kita langsung masuk dan langsung order. Sebenernya yg orde tuh cuma laras. Gue sama nidia mah icip aja hehe. Laras pesen 1 piring merah sama 1 piring hitam. Kalo gak salah dia makan sekitar 12 Sushi!! Parah bener dah lu ras! hahaha. KENYAAAANG! Sekitar jam setengah 9 kita pulang. Kita pulang naik busway loooh hahaha!

Dari SENCY ke Shelter Busway kita jalan kaki. Capek, letih, lelah lesu. Haduuuh capek dah intinya! Nyampe sana kita langsung beli tiket dam nunggu BUSWAY sialan yang gak dateng2! Akhirnya tuh busway dateng deh! Kita naik! Eh mas2 busway nya nyolot bgt! Nyuruh masuk2 gitu! 'Eh masuk ke dalem lagi, denger gak? Masih ada yang mau naik'. BUSEEEET NYOLOT BENER!! Naik darah gua! Eh pas ada yang naik lagi, gue di suruh masuk2 lagi, tapi gue tetep pada tempat gue karena MALES BANGET GUE MAU NURUT SAMA ORANG NYOLOT KAYAK DIA! Eh pas ada orang2 masuk, dia keribetan sendiri gitu di dorong2 sama penumpang lain! HAHAHA mapus lo! Gue bilang aja gini, 'YAELAAH!' eh dia malah balik nyolot! 'Makanya geser ke dalem kalo gamau ribet'. (dalem hati gue) YEEEH SIAPA JUGA YG RIBET, LO DOANG WOY YANG BIKIN RIBET! Eh gue kira udah selesai tuh ya masalahnya ama tuh orang! Oiya, namanya SYRIEF. H! Inget bgt gue tuh nama! Dia pake nge dorong2 gue nyuruh2 masuk!! Idih amit2 ya Allah!! Gue akhirnya turun dari tuh busway sambil marah2!! Gue di suruh Nidia buat telp pengaduan aja, biar tau rasa! Nah ide bagus tuh! Yaudah gue langsung telp ke situ dan gue ngadu sejadi2nya. Biar mampus dah tuh SYARIEF!

Sumpah itu hari capek banget, marah2 pula gue! Bad day banget deh buat gue! Buat SYARIEF, I will give you my middle finger!!! THE END!

cowok itu TAI GAJAH

2008-09-24T19:23:00.000-07:00

Sumpah gue kesel bgt pas gueliat new bulletin gue! Sebenernya sih yang ngasih tau gue itu anggun! (thank you baby muaah). Anggun ngomong,
'Ca, lo udah liat pos bulletin eki blm?'
'Belom gun, emang apaan?'
'Tentang dia suka sama adek kelas gitu ca'
Tanpa babibu lagi, gue lgsg online fs dan gue cari bulletinnya eki, ZOOONK! ternyataaaa bener bgt kata anggun!
Nih kata2nya,
'waaah suka gw ma ade kelas lucuuu abiss

siapa yaaah ??

hehheh'
OMG, YOU MAKE ME MAU MUNTAH HAH!!
Gelaaaay bgt gue sumpah!!
Dia selama ini bohongin gue, bisa bgt ngerayu gue, dan ternyata kayak gini hasilnya! Gak nyesel bgt gue sumpah mutusin lo! Thank's to Anggun & Neris! Gue sayang bgt sama lo berdua deh!

RAYI PUTRA

2008-09-20T21:48:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! emwaah ;P

Little STUPID Tika

2008-09-20T21:12:00.000-07:00

hahaha tika tika jelek bener dah lo disini! mantaf tapi hihi

yaaah BIG BIG AIB haha

2008-09-17T02:32:00.000-07:00

ngengkang yo mamen! liat deh gak ada yang beres mukanya haha

big LIAR

2008-09-13T23:22:00.000-07:00

gue bener2 gamu ngomong apa2an lagi!! EKI LO TUH TAI TAU GAK!!!!

my Beloved

2008-09-11T02:54:00.001-07:00

Say 'mmm' and my big nose was expose hihi

Hey what a STUPID me!

We love youuuuuuu ;)

Excuse me BIG BOTTOM hahaha!!!

Examination? WHO CARES!! Hahaha

2008-09-09T02:56:00.000-07:00

Yeaah one week start on Monday,Sept 8 is fucking weeks!! Ulangan blok seminggu penuh!! Aaaaah malesin banget sih! Wish me luck on this test! Tomorrow Geo and France?!! Hmm gatau deh gue mau belajar apaan buat besok hahaha. Byebye!

JEALOUS? OF COURSE BIG YESS!!

2008-09-09T02:53:00.000-07:00

Aaaaah ngeselin banget lo koy! Ade2an ada 8? Cewek semua? Aaaaaaaah tau ah ngeselin banget! Tiap hari marahan mulu!!!

aib ib ib VINA & CACA

2008-09-06T22:09:00.000-07:00

hey open your eyes ca! you look so 'aneh' ya in this picture!!

woooooy take a picture! what a stupid me!

My Broken HEART

2008-09-05T16:49:00.000-07:00

Astaghfirullah pantesan aja seharian kemarin feeling gue gak enak. Ternyata pas malemnya gue putus sama bogel!! Belom ada sebulan gue sama dia tapi udah kayak gini. Bener kan firasat gue ada yang berubah dari dia.

Akhirnya kemarin gue tanya lewat MSN

caca : ada yang berubah dari kamu tapi aku gak tau itu apa
bogel : apa yang berubah?
caca : aku gak tau, tap9 sikap kamu ke aku jadi berubah

FINALLY!! bogel ngomong

bogel : mungkin gara-gara capek jadi niat untuk pacarannya jadi males

Jegeeeeeerrrrrrrrr! Aduuuuuh pas bogel ngomong kayak gini rasanya campur aduk! Nahan nangis, kesel!! Kenapa gakbilang aja sih dari kemarin2 kalo emang males buat pacaran? HAH?!! Karena gue gak tahan dengan perubahan sikapnya ke gue,gue ngomong dengan berberat hati hiks hiks (lebay)

caca : yaudah kita break aja, aku gak tahan kalo kamu kayak gini ke aku
bogel : yaudah aku sih gpp kalo kamu maunya kayak git

Masya Allah nih cowok!! Gak da niatan kek gitu ya buat nolak atau apalah seenggaknya!! Ini malah di terima dengan IKHLAS!! Gue bener2 kesel, sebel, gatau lagi deh mau ngomong apa dan akhirnya gue nangis sambil bales chat dia

caca : yaudah

Gatau deh sekarang gue gimana! Bingung gue sama cowok kayak dia!!
Okey this end of my 'MY BROKEN HEART stories!' Thank's if you want to leave your comment after read this stories! See yaaaa

kata USTAD, puasa2 itu gak boleh PACARAN!!

2008-09-05T03:06:00.000-07:00

Aduuuuuuuh nih cerita ya masya Allah masya Allah banget deh. Bikin gondok, kesel. Ya lagian bayangin aja, si bogel niat banget puasa sampe2 dia nanya USTAD segala, kalo bulan puasa tuh smsan sama pacar boleh apa ngga? Ya jelas gak boleh lah ya!!!! Jelas2 juga di agama yang namanya pacaran tuh di larang!! Katanya harus nahan nafsu lah!!! Tuh USTAD mikirnya nafsu doang kali ya! Emag di kira gue smsan pake nafsu apa?!! Oh my!! What a stupid question?!!

Yaudah deh gara2 dia nurutin kata2 USTAD, alahasil bogel gamau smsan sama gue pas bulan puasa kecuali maghrib & sahur. Heeerrrrrrr banget dah ah dia!! Awalnya gue masih nahan2 tuh, tapi kan ya mana ada juga yang tahan cowoknya gak ada kabar seharian. Gue ngomonglah tuh ke bogel, yaudah dia ngomong, gpp deh kalo smsan biasa aja. Eh gue kira gue bener2 smsan kayak biasa sama bogel. Ternyata big NO NO NO!! Dia pas jamnya puasa manggil gue pake ca, nah kalo udah buka baru dia manggil gue pake yang hahahah KONYOL.

Ya Allah gatau deh gue tahan apa ngga!! Please your comment ya about this post yaaaaaaaaaa

Awal 16 Agustus 2008

2008-09-04T03:22:00.000-07:00

Hmm ini sih sebenernya kejadiannya udah lumayan lama. Tanggal 16 Agustus 2008 itu seorang bogel (nama panggilan RADIT), sahabat gue nembak gue lewat MSN. Yayaya agak gak gentle emang, tapi ya mau gimana lagi udah kejadian juga hahahaha.

Ceritanya gini, awalnya gue cuma pengen ngerjain mantannya dia doang yang namanya NADIA dengan berpura2 pacaran. Gue tulislahtuh PM gue 'I Loooooooove Radit'. Nah Nadia tuh gak ngeh atau gak peduli atau gimana deh gue gak ngerti. Gue bilang ke bogel, 'eh gel, nadia kayaknya cuek aja deh liat pm gue. gimana nih?'. Si bogel ngomong gini,'yaudah deh diemin aja kasian anak orang hahah.' Yaudah kan tuh gue diemin, nah gue kan mau ganti PM ya, tapi gue bilang dulu ke bogel, 'eh udah belom nih? gue mau ganti PM gue!', eh dia malah bilang gini, 'jangan dulu ah, gue suka liat PM nya hahaha.'

Nah awalnya juga dari sini, tiba2 gue lupa sebelumnya dia ngomong apa, nih ya
bogel : kalo pacaran beneran mau gak ca?
caca : yah lo emang sayang sama gue? jadian doang mah gampang, tapi buat apa jadian kalo gak sayang.
bogel : ya sayang sih ada sebenernya, lo sayang gak ama gue?
caca : iya gue juga sayang sama lo sebenernya (awalnya gue ngomong ini becandaan doang tapi sekarang gue beneran sayang kok SUMPAH deh hehe)
bogel : nah lo tau kan sifat gue ca? lo bisa terima sifat gue itu gak? kalo nggak mendingan gak usah daripada ntar jadiannya gak enak
caca : iya gue bisa terima. tapi sampe sekarang gue jg belom bisa ngelupain 'mantan' gue. lo juga terima gak? (agak aneh memang kebanyakan nanya terima atau nggak padahal nembak aja belom hihihi)
bogel : yaudah iya gue juga maklumkok sama lo. gini, langsung aja deh ca. pacaran mau gak ca? (ini yang unik dari pacar gue, dia orangnya to the point BANGET!! dia bukan orang yang muluk2. makanya pacar gue tuh emang harus di lestarikan hahaha)
caca : yaudah gue mau kok buat nyoba lebih sayang ke lo

Setelah percakapan ini, dengan begonya (maaf ya yaang) cowok gue ngomong
bogel : eh orang abis di terima ngomongnya apa ya ca?
caca : yaah bego lo ah, ya mana gue tau. tapi yang paling standard sih bilang makasih
bogel : oh yaudah makasih ya sayaaaaaaang

Hahahaha jadian lah gue pada tanggal 16 Agustus 2008. Itu Unforgettable momment banget buat gue hehe. Pokoknya I LOVE YOU dah yang hehe

Blog ngajakin PARTAI

2008-09-04T03:01:00.000-07:00

Yak sebenernya awalnya gue males banget yang namanya bikin blog gini2an,tapi ya berhubung gue gak ada kerjaan juga kalo main komp. Palingan juga gue liat Friendster, WLM, imeem, youtube yaa dan blablablablabla. Eh pas gue lagi buka FS nya ANGGUN, tiba2 gue liat url BLOG nya anggun, gue buka kan yah di situ. Lucu juga kalo di pikir2 (karna sebelumnya gue emang jarang mikir hahah jayus).

Nah yaudah deh gue buat BLOG. Itung2 buat maenan selain FS dan WLM hahaha. Gue Sign Up lah itu si BLOG, setelah gue isi2 terus klik yang kata2 LANJUTKAN, eh malah eror, si BLOG bilang kayak gini, Kata sandi yang anda masukkan tidak sama. Yaudah itu sekali salah tuh ya, okelah gue benerin, eh pas kedua kali masih salah juga. Anjing juga nih si BLOG lama2. Ngajakin partai apa nih. Kalo yang sekarang gara2 apa ya gue juga lupa hehe. Nah akhirnya setelah gue benerin trus gue klik lagi deh tuh kata2 LANJUTKAN dan baca BISMILLAH! wuush! hahahaha jadilah BLOG gue.

Hahaha yaudah ini POST pertama gue ya, see yaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!